so i got up today,
super ready to scream my lungs out for cheerleading.
when that msg stopped me right there on my bed.
i lay down thinking and thinking.
and thinking and thinking somemore.
how could it be?
its been far too long now dun you think?
after thinking for so long,i looked at my clock and i realised it was already SIX.
so NATURALLY,
i panicked lah like duh.haha.




reached school at about six thirtyish.yaya khai zah and jaz were already there,
alive and kickin'!haha.
so i decided to put everything that i thought about earlier that morning aside.
and just really focus on the cheerleading competition.
but yeah,
the matter got brought up again =/
but its okay!
cos it didnt bother me much yayy






THREEOSSSSSS!
I THINK WE DID REALLY WELL TODAYE!
ALL OUR HARD WORK AND EFFORT PUT IN HAS PAID OFF!
(including ALL my shoutings and screamings)
say yay!
haha x)






it's so weird to walk pass a person
and realise that he/she
has the same expression on his/her face
as you do.
right?




just another day, it started out like any other.
but nope. i didnt have the best day of my life.




went to tm after cheerleading.
had lunch.
watched big momma's house.
came back home and slept like a piggg.
yuck.
woke up feeling worse than shit.
had dinner.
went for tution.
came home, by myself.
outside im smiling
boring like shit
deep inside im crying
nothing's quite the same now
i just say your name now




and i just keep denying
ITS NOT SO BAD
you're ONLY the best i'll ever have
you dont want me back
you're JUST the best i'll ever have
till i get over you
haha.its not so bad.. =) =(





argh.
i gotta get out of this damn shit seriously.



its already been what?
im missing you really badly




i dont wanna admit it.
but i really really do.
=//
sigh




its time to tell you lou








im all about you
im all about us
baby, you never have to question my love